Hmmm...great question....this is really hard because I am not one particular person, but rather a person that is made up of a lot of different things. I also know I haven't found all of myself, and I am hoping that as I lose more and more weight I will be able to do that. I don't want to be identified as the big girl anymore because it seems like all my life that is all I have been identified as. I also don't want to be identified as the "single" girl. I am tired of being jerked around by guys. I am not stupid, nor do I claim to be the smartest person in the world, but I just wish I could find someone who can be my equal, not try to compete to be better than me, or point out any flaws. So I have a funny story to tell you about how my confidence is rising and rising lately due to my weight loss...Well kinda funny because it didn't really end up where I wanted it to but here it goes:
So, I only work every third Saturday at work right? Well one Saturday I was at work, and our drive thru is the only thing open on Saturday's so it's not to bad, considering I also have two tellers there to help me and it only turns out to be a four hour shift so not bad at all. So because our drive thru is the only thing open, often people still come to the door and pull on it even though there is a huge sign saying we are closed only open in our drive thru, they still do and it's incredible how many people do it. Anyways on with my story, so this really nice looking guy comes up pulls on the doors, and I look and was like DAYYYYYYYUUUUUMMMMMMM...I yelled at my security guard to let him in because he was just that hot, but he was like are you serious and I was like no cause I don't want to lose my job or get robbed so...lol. I watched as he got in his vehicle and pulled around to the drive thru.
Now, because I have two tellers that work with me I normally don't open a drawer on Saturdays because there is just no need, there is so much other work that needs to get done that I focus on that, but I was definitely about the make an exception for this guy. So he sends the tube in and I greeted him and said Good Morning, my name is Brittany and I will be helping you today, I will have your transaction right out for you. He was a non-member, that was cashing a check that a member had written him and he had sent in his military ID with it. I noticed on his military ID that it was about the expire in a few days. So I went to go send his money out and normally we charge a $3.00 fee for someone to cash a check with us that they aren't a member with us, but I waived it because of course he was dayummm hot! Before I put the money envelope back in the tube to send it, one of my tellers grabbed it out of my hands, wrote down my number and name and sent it out before I had the opportunity to stop her.
I was mortified. I called out over the intercom and said Hi Mr. Henderson this is Brittany, I just wanted to let you know that normally we would charge a $3.00 fee to cash a non member's check, but I went ahead and made an exception for this today, but I also noticed that your ID is about to expire so you might want to get that taken care of. He laughed and drove off didn't even read the envelope.
So later that day after work, I went to get my oil changed and my car washed and while I was there, I got a text message from a number I didn't know, and it said is this Brittany. I was like yeah, and he was like did you leave your name and number on a money envelope today...lol And I was like oh yes I did, this must be Mr. Henderson lol. He said it is, so I am taking it that you are interested and I said yes very much so. And he asked for a picture because he didn't see who I was, so I sent him a picture, and asked if he was interested and he said yes definitely...lol.
Never before would I have had enough courage to even talk to him, let alone allow my teller to send out my number, my first thought was that I would get fried if his wife found it lol. So we started talking and we really had a lot in common. He just got transfered with the military from Colorado and his favorite football team is the Broncos. Yes...I had found the ONE. Well we talked and made plans to get together to watch the Broncos/Patriots game that was this past Saturday, however, he stopped texting me on Friday and I still haven't heard form him since. Oh well, but I am just proud that I had enough courage to talk to him...lol
Well I had a big gain of 3.8lbs this past week, so I have been trying to watch myself a lot more and working out more steadily. Let's hope for a good weigh in tomorrow!
Until Next time....
No comments:
Post a Comment