So I wanted to update you all with some exciting news about what's going on in my life. So my cousin is a professional poker player and she went to Las Vegas a few months ago and came in second in the world series of poker games. She won a cruise to the Bahamas. She can take one person with her and she asked me if I would go with her. I am so excited. We are going in November for eight days. I had also bought this dress as an incentive for the weight loss, and it's in like a size that I didn't think I would ever fit into, and it's been in my closet for months. Out of the blue this past weekend I tried it on. It not only fits, but is to big in some places. I was super happy, and the fact that I am more than likely going to wear it on my upcoming birthday makes me even happier. My mom is coming this weekend to go through my closet with me to help taylor some of my clothes. They are all falling off me, and I can't afford right now to go on a shopping spree, I want to wait until goal. I buy a few things here and there but I don't want to overdo it.

So to update you on the young guy, we will call him Charlie Bollocks. We ended up working out together on Thursday and then on Friday ended up going on a date. It went really well. We went back to my apartment and were standing in my kitchen talking, mind you we had both had a couple drinks at that point, and he gave me this huge hug and said he was going to miss me while he was gone. I told him I was going to miss him to and that I was worried he would forget about me while he was gone. He then said how could he forget about his girlfriend and I would be the first person he called when he got home. I said girlfriend? And he was like yup, I like you a lot and like spending time with you and I want to be with you. I mean really, who is going to pass something like that up? Saturday we watched movies all day and then I took him to work that night at 12:30am to leave out of town on military training for a month. It's only day 3 and it's super hard already. I think the worst part is that there is no electronics allowed, so no emails, texts or phone calls.

So I have a question to anybody out there, it doesn't matter if your single, married, whatever, but did you or do you google anybody that you date or have in your life? I ask because I do, and have never thought of this as abnormal, but a situation came up where it came into question. I googled Charlie. Of course after finding out the nescessary stuff I would need to find him on google, I searched and came across a few things. He had told me his name was Charlie Bollocks, and he had sent me a picture of him in his military uniform that had his last name as Delgado. So I searched for Charlie Bollocks Delgado, and came across the fact that his name is actually Kevin Delgado, but he goes by Charlie Bollocks. I figured there had to be a reason why he wasn't telling me his real name, so I was going to let him tell me and not confront him about it. I also found some minor things of no importance that he had bought some items off amazon and reviewed them and that he likes devient art and has a website dedicated to it, and actually is pretty good from what I saw.

So on Friday we were talking and something came up and he was like well my real name isn't Charlie Bollocks it's Kevin Delgado. Instead of saying ok, I said I know. He got super weirded out that I had googled him and what I found and after explaining to me that the reason for the name thing is because he is a Jr. and his father has done some pretty bad things and he was in the process of changing his name and joined the military which is next to impossible to change your name after you join. Understandable. But he got super weirded out that I googled him. Is this normal for people to google or am I just abnormal in thinking it's normal? What are your thoughts?

Well...I have weigh in today. Wish me luck! Heres hoping to one more step closer to the 100lb mark!