I know most of my blogs are centrally surrounded around my dating life, but today is going to be about my weight loss. I am seriously self sabotaging myself lately, and it only has been happening on the weekends. I am kicking myself right now. The last two weeks I have completely and uterly dropped off the WW plan. I try, really hard, but it doesn't help and in fact I am good until Friday night/Saturday night comes around. I can always make really good breakfast and lunch decisions, but when it comes to dinners, which I am guessing is due to the fact that they are primarily social dinners, I totally mess up. I am out with other people, and they are ordering this amazing food and I want what they are having and I give in to my temptation. I could even go as far as just eating half, or getting a lighter version but nope, I go for the full fat, full plate, fill me up until I am miserable....and then dessert.

Tonight I weigh in, and I am prepared for a gain. I gained 1lb last week, and this is completely messing with my wanting to reach my 100lb mark by the 4th of July...that's not going to happen. I am just disappointed in myself and I can't help but sulk about it lol. Well, I am off to the gym, so wish me luck! I will keep you posted on my WI....

Until next time....